You and Me
Who I am
depends on who you are –
or, at least,
who I think that you think that I am.
I want you to like me –
whoever you are –
so I showcase the pieces of me
that you’re most likely to like –
I think.
I’m more afraid of your judgment,
the opinions of a stranger,
than I am of denying parts
of myself.
I’m too scared to be
completely honest
with you about me –
or, at least,
honest with you about everything.
If you ask,
I’ll tell you the truth,
but it’s a catered truth.
I avoid admitting the
bright spots
of my innocence
and the
imperfections desperately hidden –
depending on who you are,
depending on what you want to hear.
Somehow
somewhere
I am both.
I am imperfect
but striving to become my best.
And humans can be cruel.
I am scared you’ll tear me down
for any reason.
So I hide
parts of myself.
The pieces I want you to see
are the ones we share.
If we’re the same –
if I’m not something separate from you –
than there’s nothing to mock,
nothing to criticize,
because you and me
are the same.
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